Showing posts with label sleep deprivation. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sleep deprivation. Show all posts

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Spring: sprung.



Valparaiso, being an old city, a pre-car city, is built the way I like a city to be. That is, human proportioned. Small buildings leaning over small roads, tightly curled in upon itself like a knot of the strings that trail behind us as we live our lives. I could see this being a claustrophobic place for some. For me, though, it is a perfect mix of warm and cold. It is perched, practically falling into, the huge empty horizon line of the sea; a satisfyingly precarious openness. Against the strange and impersonal depths of the ocean, the city feels like a warm buzzing fortress of the quotidian.

It is, perhaps, the most detailed city I have ever seen. This is difficult to explain sight unseen, so I will relay my typical parable on this topic. A month or two ago, a friend had a picture on her camera of this little piece of awesome:



"That is," I said, predictably, "awesome! Where is it?"

"Almironte Montt," she told me, with a 'what is your deal' look....fairly, because Almironte Montt is a street that I walk down, on average, 3 times daily.

So I kept my eyes open the next time. And...I didn't see it. I was actively looking for a 4 foot high stack of televisions with a command printed on them (shut off the television, live your life...I'm sure you figured it out without my brilliant translation aid). Anyhow, not what every average person has in their front patio. Nonetheless, I could not find it. I actually had to call my friend and ask where exactly I could find the televisions on this 4 block stretch of the road that I walk. Why? Because there is just so. much. to look at.

"Did you ever notice," said a Chilean who has lived here for years, "that the upper windows in Plaza Victoria are painted? I never noticed before." And this doesn't make this person spacy. This is just Valparaiso. Every day I notice something that I have been blind to for months simply because I was always distracted by something else just as attention-absorbing (if you happen to prefer trees to forests..although I'll say that the forest here is perfectly worthy of its trees).

So. Going back to the build of the city. In a mostly cement, brick and mortar world, one wouldn't expect too much of a big deal for spring. Furthermore, the winter here is the equivalent of a chilly September day in New England. Having lived in Northwestern Pennsylvania, where spring explodes in a way that makes you fall backwards into a nearby chair (before fading within a week into unbreathing summer), I can say that it's certainly not a fireworks show here. Nonetheless, though, it is an unmistakeable change in the atmosphere of the city that swept in with unexpected force.

The first hint was two weeks ago, when I met friends for dinner and Emma stopped for a minute. "I smell flowers," she said, and we all sniffed around, shrugged, and went off for a jug of fruit wine.

Then, a few days later, all of the cherry trees bloomed. It must have happened overnight. And it didn't knock me over like a NWPA spring does. But it made me catch my breath. Because spring here, like everything else seems to be, is a slow creeping in of details, a subtle colored pencil taken to the edges of the pen and ink sketch.











It's still chilly. And there was a downpour last Friday. But spring is here, and it is brightening the already bright city.


For those who are concerned about me personally, and are noting the timestamp yet again, I can explain that the reason that I am blogging at 2:30 in the morning is because I need a break from this:






Yes, being a Professional English Speaker is not always as glamorous as you never assumed it was. Sometimes I get to stay up all night plotting grids that by all rights ought to be designed by a computer-person, all so that I can ask strangers earnestly if there are any "large changes going on in their life that might be affecting their skin."

Thanks to begrudgingly generous friend Matt for providing me with a surface on which it is possible to do work, and a tasteful environment in which to do so.

About the only thing tasteful about this particular project....

Friday, August 15, 2008

The country that never sleeps

So. It's 1:30am. Over the past week I have slept perhaps 4 hours a night (and I am a person who prefers 10 or 12, when possible). And yet, instead of curling up with my borrowed cats in my fabulously empty guest room chez amigo/caretaker amiga (how's that for mixed up linguistics....is there a spanish word for "chez"?)...I am writing on my blog.

Why? Why Meredith? (you ask). Well, blog reader, (I reply) apparently Chile is contagious.

There is some sort of super-human gene in your average Chilean that allows them to function perfectly well on approximately 10 minutes of sleep per night. I am absolutely dumbfounded by the hours that are kept here. Let's take a look at a Composite Sample day based on various people I know:

5:30am. Wake up. Shower. Eat breakfast.
6:15 - 7:30am. Stand in ridiculously packed micro on the way to a job in some inconvenient location.
7:30am - 7pm. Work. Or, be at your place of work, even if there is no work to be done, because butts in chairs have symbolic value.
7pm - 8:45pm. Ride home in ridiculously crowded micro through rush hour traffic.
8:45- 9pm. Relax.
9pm - 9:30pm. Eat onces (something approximately an afternoon snack which takes dinner's place, to my chagrin) and talk rapidly.
9:30pm - 12am. Study for some degree that you are working on, and/or work on your home-run business.
12am - 4am. Night clubbing, we're night clubbing...
5:30am. Repeat.

I am rather in awe of all this. Generally I leave clubs at the time when everyone else is showing up (around 2am, in most cases). I have also at times been at parties which then turn into outings....at 4am. After a night like that, I am generally out of whack and worthless for the next few days, and in need of a few weeks' rest before I'm up for another round.

However, Chile is getting to me. At the moment I have 3 jobs and a side project. I have met more new people in the last two weeks than I did in my first 2 months in Valpo...and I've been seeing both the new friends and the old regularly. My life has suddenly turned into a no-rest-zone. And yet I seem to be addicted (see timestamp on this entry).

A current composite day in the life of this chilenacized gringa:

6:20am. Wake up. Curse the fact. Reset alarm. (some things never change)
6:40am. Wake up again. Realize that lateness is becoming a threat. Take a shower. Loose showerhead falls on head at least once. More cursing.
6:50 - 7:30am. Put on clothes. Check weather. Put on other clothes. Wander around room picking up and putting away various teaching-related items, trying to clear the fog and figure out what exactly I am being paid to do on this particular day.
8 - 11am. Bounce around while speaking very slowly to 18 students who find me amusing on a good day, and crazy on any.
11am - 12pm. Ride micro to the office of distant employer.
12pm - 1pm. Have brief meeting with said employer.
1pm - 2pm. Ride micro back to Valpo.
2pm - 3pm. Have coffee with a friend.
3pm - 4pm. Spanish class.
4pm - 6pm. Get to a computer and churn out a combination of copy writing for distant employer, worksheets for evening students, and update emails for side project.
6pm - 7:30pm. Speak at a moderate rate about maritime terms with tired students.
7:30 - 9pm. Eat food that a cooking-prone friend generously proffers. Talk sh*t.
9pm - 12:30am. Go out to a bar or social gathering with some combination of friends.
12:30 -3:30am. Continue various emails, content generating, and so forth for side project. Write a bit more silly copy.
3:30am. Fall asleep with computer still on the bed.
6:20am. Wake up with even redder eyes, achier head, and incoherent mind. Cursing. And repeat.

So, I'm now rather convinced that I have somehow been infected by the prevalent Chilean motivation to be either at work or socializing at every moment that that it is physically possible to fight off gravity. I also seem to have come down with a case of the "DIY employment" entrepreneurship that is so incredibly present here (more on this cultural trait later, as it deserves a proper post).

Unfortunately I have not caught the unreal resistance to fatigue and its side-effects that most people here exhibit. For instance, I once had a woman come to an 8am class after working two shifts in a row---meaning she had been working since 3pm the previous day. All throughout class, her eyes would start to close and her head would start to drop.....and then she'd pull herself back up and conjugate some verbs.

Well, hat's off, Chile. I don't know how you all do it. I'm going to stop pretending I can, and hopefully regain some of my lost functioning ability.